bah!.
early in the morning, during the first delivery of the day.
my right index finger got "kiap-ed" by de trolley. >_>
and the suprisng thing was that i didn't yell at all, i just walked to farhan and say "see my finger. ahahaha"
LOL!!~
and half of my nail is blue black already. .____.

im soooo not use to it.
while joseph and i were fixing a cupboard, he screwed in 3 screw already while im still fiddling with 1 screw.
blahh...
and its sooooooooooo bloody hard to type without an index finger.

oh well.
tomorrow will be the asean final cup. xD
finally in my whole life, i get the chance to go to national stadium for the 2nd time before it get demolished. xD
i know, i know. its pathetic.
lets wear red to watch the match.
standby a redbull T-shirt and drink, in case thailand win. xD
then we would change into it and drink redbull. LOL!!!~
its lame, i know. boooo.

._.


HA.

oh ya.
its just round the corner.
not the chalet.

just kinda of got the feeling that the day is gonna be the same as it use to be for the past few year.
oh whatever...
blahh..

can't wait for the chalet.
so sexited excited. xD
well, at least its not gonna be a GAY chalet anymore. =X

shipment on this and next friday again.
dang.
hopefully that this friday's shipment wouldn't delay.
and no matter what, im not gonna go back on saturday just to unload containers!!~
how can they take my chalet day away??~~~















is it really that hard to say it out?
i just want to tell you that i love you.
i really do!
...

fucked up.
its very fucking fucked up.
sometimes how i wish that im blind or deaf or rather just an orphan.
damn it la.

everytime when they quarrel and i would be accused for no reason.
and when that crazy woman starts to throw things, it would always freaking hit me for no bloody reason.
and a dumb bloody pot hit my head.
she would always freak finds ways to blame me for everything.
and when she found her dumb thing, she would come up with some stupid reason and starts throwing things again.

FUCKED UP.

very so not tired. xD
field is wet and soooooooo slippery.
and the critical moment came.
forgetten who was about to shoot, i went out and slide for the ball.
while recovering from the slide at a fast speed.
the sole of the boots finally tore apart.
left with the socks, decided to play the rest of the match bare footed.
its much more easier to slide bare footed. xD
guess the boots is now on the way for free tour to pulau semakau already. xD

when i reached home and bath.
i realised that i got a patch on my leg that is hairless. >_>
play soccer for free leg hair removal. xD

blah blah blah.
couldn't get the adidas glove that i wanted.
biggest size available was 8 while i wore 9. >_>
and instead the retail asst. asked me to buy another design which is soooooooo expensive.
say what its worth it for long term use la..blah blah blah..
and saw kian hwee there.
went to PS along with him to have our dinner.
went to penisular and bought a topper glove instead.
the shop keeper said that this glove can handle powerful shots la, fingers cannot be bend backwards la, got the what finger save technology la. blah blah blah.
but kinda of true.
i really cannot bend my finger backward when i wore it.
let see.
can anyone shoot a POWERFUL SHOT for me to test? xD
but i still like that new glove anyway. =X

bought a shoe at Famous Brand. ._.?
wondering how famous can that be?

im so broke now.

left with a scoccer boots, bag and wallet. ._.

MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!~

yup.
its friday today.
last day of work.
and its totally HELL.

late by 5 min for work.
saw one of the container outside waiting to enter the compound and another one parked inside already, ready to be unloaded. decided to walk pass it to see if the seal was opened, and luckily it isn't and i rushed all the way up and was just in time to start with the shipment with them.

and everytime i never get the chance to BREAK the seal!!~ TT__TT"
kinda of excited because joseph wasn't there at the unloading bay and i had to pull the pallets out from the container myself for the first time, cause everytime he would be the one that pull out and put it at the side and we would just go to the side and pull it away to the lifts.
and its FUN jumping inside the container. the echos and the darkness. ._."

dumb drinks and foods.
heaviest of all and on the way out, i pulled it down the ramp from the container, it just came rushing down and unable to stop.
the worst thing is that there is fresh fruits somwhere further away from the container but right at the entrance and i almost hit into them for a few time. >_>

poor little toes were accidentally ran over by the jets. kinda of pain now.
just wondering what message is guam yim trying to send to me this time round.
and the funny thing is that my fingers wasn't scratched at all today. xD

completed everything in 2 hours, inculding of pushing everything into their respective place. xD
it was waaaaaaay ahead of what me and joseph planned.
to unload 3 containers for the WHOLEEEEEEEEEE DAY. XD
dumb sup. keep on rushing us. ._.

went to bugis junction with han, reez, sam and chew. jin rong and cherie joined us later.
walk walk around.
han and reez bought their new bag.
blah blah blah.

went in muji to walk walk.
indeed, they are slow in replenish stocks. =X
sent lots and lots of thing over to them this afternoon and still nt replenished. =X
just joking. ><"
right.
training tomorrow.
weeeee.
no looooooooooooooooooooooooooong socks. xD
im not gonna dive nor slide. im just gonna stand there.
if the ball goes out of my limit. just let it goal. xD

guess i should sleep soon. >_>

all for that OT.
luckily i didn't bought cup noodle for dinner.
because there is NONE!!~ xD
NO OT.. XD

oh well.
can't wait for tomorrow la.
its gonna be sooo sooooooooo fun la~ =X
2 long long and 1 short short one. xD
so fun so fun~~ lalala~
SHIPMENT DAY~~~~
>_>
yea, im crazy.
people would hate shipment instead of loving it. but i just love it. xD
can pull and push the jets still i SONGG

blahhhhh.
guess guam yim is trying to send some message to me again.
my left hand's middle finger and index finger was torned off again. ._.
yea, i got it le..
i will stop pointing middle finger le.. >_>



Are fate controlling us or us controlling fate?
We wait for the chance to happen or we make the chance to happen?

.____.?

well, met up with james and farhan and vincent.
went to CS to have our dinner and james was like been sabotaged by his friends at ETP.

and we have learnt one very important lesson from it.
Never tell your friends that they got a friend that is cute. xD
ok, whatever. =X
i learnt this for myself from farhan.
drink vanilla coke to get into super duper lame mode.
but i drank vanilla coke with him too..
looks like F&N isn't doing a good job with their vanilla coke.
oh ya, vanilla coke is also an essential item for emo-ing, it works even better if there is gardenia bread to go with it. xD

so we went to shop and save to walk and talk.
and farhan said this.

*pointing to the head and shoulder shampoo*
this brand ar, must also wash your shoulder lei.
and the 3 of us were like..huh? har? what?
and he said this..
because it is head and shoulder shampoo, shampoo for head and shoulder. ._.

blah blah blah..
blah blah blah..

went home with james.
and he starts to ask me those dumb question which i have long forgotten.
first, he asked me if i believe in god.
then he asked me who created human.
and then he asked me is it alien that created human and made us believe that there is god?
and then then he asked me who came first? chicken or egg.
._.

cool!!~
$20 bucks gonna fly away during training. xD
so..if i skipped training, and didn't pay, can i go to the chalet? =X

oh YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!~
there is gonna be a major shipment~~ lalala~~
2 long container and 1 short one~~
its gonna be a fun time unloading them. and also to spend my time with my dearest laopo as i have neglected her for the past few days cause im grounded inside the warehouse to do some dumb sorting.
its my dearest JET la.
what are you thinking of? LOLS~

I thought i had did it.
I thought i had broke the barrier.
I thought....
everything seems to be so real that i really took it for real.
it was a dream afterall.

but it was a sweet one. =)


its nice video i tell you, especially you are into disturbing people and love to see them flare up. xD
maybe one day i should do one with EC peeps. =X
at least not at kopitiam or what RK House.
*grins*

Thanks Shadow and HaoRen for your advices.
didn't wanna expose their real id. ._.
Thanks you very much.

Last call for those that wants to play the paintball match.
i need to collect the $10 ASAP then i can tell you guys when is the match.
the deposit money CAN be used on the actual day. Thank you. =)








Yea.
Everythings comes down to breaking the barrier.
The first time and the awkwardness.
Would i ever have the gut to break it?
Just that one damn courage.
Would it ever come again after it has went down the drain?

tired.
the warm-up is kinda of tough. ._.

went in the big field and play.
waited for the sec 3s this year to come.

blah blah blah.
dumb field-manager came.
had to pay him for the field usage as we sneaked into the field to play. ._.

blah blah blah..
the final score was 14-4 or 16-4.
couldn't remember.
3 own goal and 1 score by opponent. .____."

by the end of the game, my school T-shirt and my bottom became orange.. xD
my leg and arm is full of scratches.
boots sole is cracking.
gloves cotton is dropping.
time to get a new boots and glove i guess. >_>

time to sleep.
bringing out my 2 old folks for dinner tonight. =X
finally i can TREAT my parents for a meal. solely from my salary, the blood sweat money. (血汗钱) xD

life as usual.
same routine every single day. xD

fall asleep quite alot of time while working as i didn't want to climb to the top of the shelves to sleep, though there is pillow. =X
but im lazy...
dumb running nose and flu. ._.

its kinda of hard not to get flu when your shirt can get wet and dry a few times in a day.
not a few times.
QUITE alot of time.
sometimes i can even squeeze "natural" water from it. >_>

sam and i tricked farhan.s today.
we took his pay and told him that andrew went off already.
and andrew has forgetten about his pay.
his face really shaggggged to the max.
seeing his face, it pricks my conscience and so, we returned him. xD

finally, a training tomorrow~
its on a BIG field with BIG goal post with a BIG...errrr...BIG BIG BIG. ._."

and a chalet on...first weekend of feb.
its gonnnnna be fun~~
so fun so fun so fun~~ ._.
i know everyone is gonna hug me right? xD
cause im nice and good to hug right? i know i know~ spare your explainations.
1 hug for $50. xD
bloster for a night will be $350. xD

oh ya, about the paintball.
i have comfirmed already.
those that wants to go, please do pay the $10 deposits. first come first serve.
10 pax only.
after i have collected $100, i will ask those people that paid the deposit for the date that majority agrees.
however, if its full and there are people still interested, they would need to pay $35 on the actual day.
thank you.



so less to talk about, so much to say...

another day passed.
slept and played psp after we finished our lunch at warehouse.
as the "DEAREST" supervisor is gone for meeting.

then this someone went and hit the box.
obviously it scare the shit out of us.
thinking that it was the sup. .
but it turn out to be andrew and farhan. ._.

blah blah blah..
farhan came back after delivering things.
met james at Tampines station.
jinrong couldn't make it as he is working afternoon shift.
ate.
walked.
homed.

and its gonna be so lonely on next monday.
samuel is gonna fly to bugis's salesfloor and pai seh me at warehouse. ._.

27

28 days...

.

sometimes i feel like giving up on what i have done for the past few months.
it seems to be so impossible to me.
im just stucked to msn and sms.
i know its stupid to give up on what i have been doing for it.

.

its actually 1 month left.
from today till the next month.
exactly 1 month.

its not really that im desperate.
i just wish to do things on that day which i think its more meaningful?

i still remembered 4 years ago, 2003.
14th of February.
it was a saturday.
we had band marching pratices.
i waited for A to come, to tell A everything from my bottom of my heart.
but A never came.
she never knew what im going to say.

3 years ago, 2004.
it was an impt year for her.
A said wait till after her Os.

2 years ago, 2005.
it wasn't until B that i came across before i could forget A.
i fell in love with B.
but its Ns for me.

last year, 2006.
thing couldn't be kept.
1 year since i fell in love with B.
nothing much i done till mid november.

this year. 2007.
would things be the same?


the end.

13/1/2007

went to work.
should have alighted at lavender instead of kallang.
that dumb shortcut made my shoe into a mud collector. ._.
blah blah blah....
container came.
unload.
seperate the items into their own respective sub-department.
yada yada yada...
bought a pouch for $1 at warehouse which cost around $50 plus?
sam bought a coat and lots of other thing that add up to $200 plus but only at $7. xD
its good to work in warehouse. =X
knockoff at around 1pm plus.

then went for lunch, back to tampines.
met curry and james.
then went to velocity to look for their things while i looked for my soccer boots and glove.
proceed to dhoby ghaut to visit PCbunk again. *coughing: ccountterr..cccouunnterrr...* xD
COUNTER.
walked over to the cathey building there to walk walk.
and i saw a adidas glove~~ i want!!~

and we walked over to penisular to do window shopping while curry went to look for BROWN colour shoe. LOL.
found a shoe that i want also~ gonna buy it next week i guess.. ._.
then jiu walk walk again..
sam bought a new shoe bag..
and walk walk walk again over to bata.
found a bag for myself and im gonna buy it next week AGAIN.. xD

went to bedok 85 there to have our dinner-cum-supper.
cabbed and homed at 11 plus. ._.

14/1/2007

slack-ed.
emo-ed.

hiYAaaa.. ._.

once again.
its unlucky today again.
both middle finger got scratched by the racks. -.-
well, its a good thing i guess.
at least now i can't point middle finger at people anymore. xD

muji is like a place that lies?
no shipment today..
and its postponed to tomorrow.
how great now.
i have to report for work on a saturday which i've planned to go back to school for the CCA fair and as well as to visit the teachers.
oh well, at least there is money to earn. xD
well, today, this time round. they got my name right on the cheque already. *grins*

got to go already.
meeting james, sam, jin rong and whoever is free at tampines to celebrate for getting our pay. ._.
then after that... *grins*
james is gonna visit 7-11 store to get alcohol drinks for us. =X
then we are gonna slackkkkkkkkkkkk.
dang, working tomorrow. ._.

kinda of unlucky today.
left foot got pricked by the plywood at workplace and tiny bits of wood got embedded into my foot.
managed to get it out using needle though. but its bleeding. ._.

my left finger also got pricked last 2 days also. ._.

and the worst thing is that my shoe was WET by that dumb rain. worst still, i don't have anymore shoe. how great.
the best have yet to come.
SHIPMENT is tomorrow and i NEED to wear a shoe in case my foot got run over by the jet.
i wanna drive the forklift. =(

sooooo suay.

oh whatever, now we got 5 person going to work together already. haha.
and hopefully, soon it would be 6. xD

cool.
received my cheque today and i was like going "woo!!~ woo!!~" in the office.
HANG ON!!
did i said this? that stupid cheque was written wrongly.
Tan Boon Kiat instead of Teo Boon Kiat.
its soooooooooooooooooooo ~!#$%^&*)(_+=-

and i gave the HR a call and send back the cheque for amendments. sigh..
its like so near YET so FAR.

BoOOoOOooO~
if alan doesn't report for work tomorrow~
chris is gonna fire him and theres a slot for james~ lalala~
warehouse is gonna be owned by ex-jyss student. =X
and farhan is coming with us tomorrow too~
wahahaha, but hes not working with us but our driver. xD
but still can see him everyday WITHOUT fail.

so farhan, don't blame me if i don't really miss you after tomorrow. xD

yea, met up with rong and james and farhan after work with sam and vin.
went to CS to have dinner.
and farhan kept on hugging me and trying to get FRESH with me eh? xD
cause im good to hug la~ i know.. thank you..thank you~
wanna hug more? pay me some money and i let u hug. LOL!
any amount but not FOC. FOC is booked by someone already. xD

oh ya.
seriously, those that wants to play the paintball match.
PLEASE don't reconfirm with me already. just pay me $10 for the booking fees.
the money of the booking fees can be use on the day of the match.
first come first serve. EASY Co. member would be given priority. =X

all of us got tricked.
that dummy japanese didn't came. =X
and things got worst.
got to search small little items with samuel.
then got to pick things with him for paragon.
and blah blah blah.

and there is such incident which made the office filled with male and female's private part and even animals. i meant vuglar language. =X
~!#$%^&*)(_+ !!!~
as you see, we got a driver sending the goods around singapore and the 3 stores.
and i guess he came back from bugis and getting ready for the last trip of the day to paragon.
after we load everything on his lorry.
he said if we follow him to paragon and help him unload, we would get our cheque.
obviously he is joking with us.
and after he left....
halfway while we were changing and getting ready to leave.
he called and told us that our cheque was with him..
AND IT SOOOO ~!#$%^&*)(_+
so we agreed that he left the cheque at paragon for jinrong, so that sam can take from him and bank in for us.
AND he forget to leave at paragon. howwww cool can that be?
never mind~ as long as i get my pay, its good enough~ ^^

blah blah blah~
anyone interested in meeting up for friday's dinner? ._.
hope that you guys have not spend ur pay yet. =X
lets choose a posh place. xD
sakura? paris? pepperlunch? hohoho~

can't wait for friday!!~ SHIPMENT!! time to play the jets!!~

somehow i feel that im the most happiest man on the earth today.
but somehow i don't.
oh whatever. xD

lalala~
tomorrow's work gonna be a "great one"
so many things to do yet so less time. ._.

finally monday is over.
its kinda of busy in the morning.
didn't had lunch till around 2pm plus.
AND ITS TIRING.

wondering what is so nice about warehouse that even the boss of muji from japan wants to come. ._.
lets wear western suit with a blazer for work tomorrow. =X

didn't know watching security cam would be so interesting. xD
they replay the video of the security cam and.. its kinda of reminiscene the past.
so...
school should also install security cam and give the video to the student of the class. =X

i want my balls.
sigh.

The reason why we sleep is not because we are tired.
Its because while sleeping, we have the right to imagine things that could never happen in real life.

its human's right to imagine.

its monday tomorrow again.
monday's blue.

things seems to be working fine with me and her.
msn chatting..sms...
but is it really that fine?
or is it that im just thinking too much.
oh whatever.
hopefully one day i would find my REAL ball and ask her out.
hopefully that day will come.

EASY Co. and other interested parties.
if you are going for the paintball match. PLEASE PAY $10 FOR THE DEPOSIT TO BOOK THE PLACE.
The amount needed to book the place is $100 for 10 person.
The deposit can be USED on the day itself.
and get the waiver form ready. thank you.

finally its weekend.
was tired after this morning's soccer training.
and my arm is now dark red while my palm is still the colour.
conclusion.
NEVER WEAR SOCCER GLOVE WHEN THE SUN IS HIGH UP. =X
it looked freaking weird.
oh ya.
if you people want to lose your leg hair, go slide at dry sand and soil.
i realised that my leg last lost some hair at the part which was red and sore. ._.

should be getting my pay soon.
but the pay would soon be used up.
money is going into my father's mouth. =X
cause i promised him to pluck out his decaying teeth and make him a set of new "teeth".
and one lesser wish to fufill. lols.

soooo many things to get.
1. Giant Bike w Rock Shox front fork.
2. PSP.
3. Scoccer boots & gloves.
4. Shoe bag.
5. Shoe.
6. To get the items from 1 to 5. xD

ho.
its a BAD day for me.

i woke up at 5.30am on my own.
because that is the time i normally wake up for school.
and my mom asked me why i wake up so early. ._.

and i went to my kitchen window and watch the opposite block.
the children and their mother preparing for school.
its so.. EMO.

as dawn appear, more sighting of parents sending their child to school.
and a few rushing to be in school on time.

and blah blah.
went for work.
a tiring day.
had to do packing for home delivery, paragon and bishan.
exhausted.

yea.
its the first day of the brand new year.
had a GREAT DREAM last night.
don't ask me how i remember it so clearly but its just GREAT!
lalala~
its a dream because it felt like a dream but its a dream that felt like a dream.
hoho. what the hell am i talking about..

and.
the video taken after work on saturday at the warehouse. =X

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