I figured out that you probably won't be reading my blog anyway..
Honestly, I really didn't know that you would left such a deep foot print in my heart. I thought that you were someone that's supposed to pass by and probably never met again.
Though the time we went went out together can be count by my 10 fingers. Well, to be exact, 7 times. Every time, the memories is deeply embedded within my memories. I'm not sure if things had already changed, as i recall all the conversation that we had, all the endless topic under the sun. But now...
I can never forget the day, when you asked me if we will be very very good friend right? The day when you told me sometimes, somethings are better not to say it out, otherwise it will affect and ruin the friendship and we might not be friends anymore.
I don't know, probably you are just randomly sayig it i hope. But honestly i took it to my heart. It sent me straight right down to hell.
It was uncomfortable for me when i found out that you were texting other guy. Yes, I admit, I'm jealous. But then again, what right do I have to be jealous. I'm curious who you are texting but yet again, I asked myself what right do i have to ask you.
If only I know how to woo a girl, I understand girl better. Point is, I don't know how. Pals tell me,
用真心
和诚意来打
动她.Maybe I just didn't put in enough effort. Didn't put in enough to show her how much she meant to me..